10 Things

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names)
1. I wish you would realize how much you have hurt me
2. I want to trust you but don't know if I'll ever be able to
3. You are one of the reasons that I can remain sane
4. I would ask you to have lunch with me if I knew you would say yes
5. I have had a crush on you for years
6. You cause more problems than you solve
7. You have made the greatest difference in my life
8. I want to meet you even though it is a childish hope
9. I miss you everyday
10. I feel you should know me better than you do

Nine things about yourself.
1. I can ride a unicycle without holding onto something
2. I have never been out of the US
3. I am afraid of thunder (but not lighting)
4. My favorite animal is the grey wolf
5. I like the color of my own eyes because they change
6. I don't like cheese
7. I was born in Gallipolis, Ohio
8. I have a name for almost all my stuffed animals, and can remember most of them
9. I had surgery when I was four

Eight ways to win your heart:
1. Love dogs (especially my dogs)
2. Be willing to listen to what others have to say even if you don't agree
3. Learn from your own mistakes and try hard not to repeat the worse ones
4. Speak your mind on what you hold important
5. Comfort me when I am feeling down
6. Know me well enough to know that I almost always have an answer to questions but rarely have the courage to voice them
7. Help a child, even if it is as simple of a thing as giving them a hand when they trip
8. Truly smile

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Why does it seem like we never have food that goes together?
2. If I were to die would anyone, outside my immediate family, really miss me?
3. I wonder what my dogs have gotten into while I was gone
4. I hope Brandon is ok
5. Did the past actually happen the way the textbook taught us it did?
6. I wish it would snow enough for me to go snowboarding
7. How is my life going to change in the next couple years

Six things you wish you never did.
1. Not making sure they knew where I was that day
2. Given up before I knew if I could succeed
3.Picking up that box before checking what was making it uneven
4. Not saying good-bye
5. Watched Twister when I was young
6. Loss connections with some of my old friends

Five turn offs.
1. Smoking
2. Thinking the world revovles around you
3. Flaunting your money in a bad way
4. Making fun of someone to build yourself up
5. Hating animals

Four turn ons
1. Foreign accent
2. Red hair
3. Kind heart
4. Glasses

Three smileys that describe your life
1. :-P
2. *_*
3. :-/

Two things you want to do before you die
1. Make a difference to at least one person
2. Truly trust someone

One confession
1. I have never been kissed

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List Thing Stolen from Grace

1. Do you like the person you are becoming?I think so
2. Do you currently find yourself to look cute? No, not really. I think I look like a little kid.
3. What is your dream marriage proposal? He is able to incorporate my friends and pets if possible.
4. Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself? If it makes others happy, why not?
5. Are you obnoxious?It depends on who you ask and what mood I am in.
6. Can you name one song by The Beatles?Yes, many of them. My favorite is Blackbird.
7. Do lectures bore you? Most don't but there are some subjects that just can't keep my attention.
8. Did anybody ever call you beautiful? and meant it? Outside of my family, no.
9. What is the nearest book to you called? Goats
10. Are you passive or aggressive? Passive unless I'm very angry with some one I know well.
11. Ever seen a ghost? In my dreams I see a boy who died in a house fire. He is quite nice and about 5. He just wants to play
12. A place you've lived that you miss? Yes, my house on Columbia Ave.
13. Person that you miss? My brother
14. Wanna have kids before you're 30? Not planning on it, but it could happen I guess.
15. Ever have a crush on one of your parents' friends? That would be a no
16. Something you've always wanted to learn how to do? Talk backwards fluently or speak another language well.
17. Last item you bought yourself?An iPod alarm clock
18. What did you have for breakfast? Toast
19. Live at your parents' house? My mom's
20. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? Usually 6+
21. What's the last thing you said to someone and to whom?"What is that sound?" to my mom
22. Name something you have to do tomorrow: Go to work and physics lab
23. What CD is currently in your CD player? I don't have a CD in my player, but on my iPod it is Elton John
24. Can you whistle?Yes
25. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?Nope.
26. Do you get along better with boys or girls?Usually girls and I don't know why
27. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back? Mostly stomach
28. Which of your friends lives closest to you? Um... Grace?
29. What did you do yesterday? Hung out with Grace and Clare, removed scum from a pond, and got hit in the head with flying debris
30. What annoys you most about Facebook? The random change that I now have to relearn
31. Is there anybody that you trust 100%? No, but a few I trust 98%
32. Are you satisfied with your life right now? Yes, I am alive and have people who would die for me if need be. Couldn't ask for much more
33. What's some bad news you received lately? My computer needed to be replaced
34. Have you ever been on a plane? Not while it was flying
35. How is your relationship with your father? Not very close
36. What color is the nail polish on your nails? I don't wear nail polish
37. What color is your bedspread? Blue, green, and yellow quilt
38. Who do you phone when you're having a bad day? I don't. I just mope
39. Are you in a fight with a friend right now? No
40. Does love frighten you? Some types
41. Are you wearing makeup?Negative.
42. Will you leave the house without makeup on? Everyday
43. Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence? I more like retreat into myself until someone shows kindness towards me
44. Do you stay friends with your ex boyfriends/girlfriends? Never had a boyfriend to have an ex.
45. What do you take in your coffee?Chocolate, ice, and soy milk.
46. What is something that you're looking forward to? Seeing my friends tomorrow
47. Where are you right now? In my purple blob in my living room
48. Does anybody hate you? Not that I know of
49. Do you use any kind of lip gloss/lip balm? Burt's Bees
50. How often do you dream of zombies? Never
51. How old is the last person you kissed?3. I kissed Owen on the head.
52. Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?I don't really like phones
53. Your current relationship status? Single, now and probably forever more
54. What's your current mood? Tired and dazed
55. What color shirt are you wearing? Black
56. What was the highlight of your week? Playing with doggies
57. If you could have something right now, what would it be? Saskatoon
58. What were you doing at 11:00 last night? Laughing wildly
59. How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over? I don't even know
60. If you could live in any other state, which one would you pick? Colorado, even though I have never been there
61. Last TV show you watched: M*A*S*H
63. Have you ever kissed anyone of the opposite sex on your top friends? I have never kissed anyone not related to me or not a kid
64. How do you earn money?Sort mail at Alden, and babysit
65. Do you like to cuddle? Yes, even if all I have to cuddle are animals
66. Have you told anybody you loved them today?Yeah, my mom. We say each time we say good-bye. That way if something were to happen we both know that we said we loved each other
67. Do you miss anyone? Wasn't this already asked in #13?
68. Are you growing apart from someone close? Yes
69. What would you do if your ex called you?My ex what?
71. Is there anybody you wish to kill? Not really.
72. What will you be doing at 10 tonight? Probably watching t.v. and/or talking with my mom
73. When is the last time you cried? When I thought my dog was seriously hurt.
74. Are you dating the person you text the most? That would definitely be a NO
75. Is there anyone you hate?Yes
76. Do you like tattoos and piercings? On people who can pull them off properly.
77. Do you like someone? Yes and they will never know
78. How much are you on the phone daily? Maybe two minutes.
79. Have you ever been in love? In the family and friend kind of way, yes. In the romantic way, no
80. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Gabriel Brothers
81. What kind of phone do you have?Cell phone: Motorola House phone: V-Tech
83. Who do you trust with EVERYTHING? No one
84. Who was the last person that left you a comment? Grace
85. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? My mom and dogs
86. Who made you laugh last? My mom last night.
87. What will you be doing in 3 hours?Sleeping, I have work at 8 tomorrow
88. What were you doing at 1AM? Sleeping
89. What is the background on your phone? A panda
91. What color are your eyes?Blue-grey-green, it changes on lighting and mood
92. What would you do if you won the lottery?Five words. Build. A. No. Kill. Shelter.
93. Will you be in a relationship in 50 days? Not unless the world changes its standards
94. What's outside your window? The darkness of night
95. What are you doing this weekend? Relaxing, trying to get out
96. Do you wear slippers? I don't like them much
99. Do you ever watch Brady Bunch Reruns? No
100. Are you allergic to anything? Sulfa
101. When was the last time you called in sick? Last year
102. Have you ever been in a car accident? Only a very small one
103. What is your favorite snack food? Brownies
105. Would you like to look like your mom/dad when you are his/her age? Sure why not
106. Have you ever seen a tornado?On TV
107. Do you think Barack Obama is sexy?Uhh... No.
108. If you won a million dollars, what would you buy first? Saskatoon, a Mini Cooper, and a house for my mom
109. What time is it right now? 8:56pm
110. Are you pregnant?No way
112. Do you like men who wear pink shirts and flip-flops?I don't like flip-flops. They drive me nuts. But I don't hold it against people
113. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Too many in the eyes of some
114. Do you think you are a hypochondriac? Not usually
115. Do you own a dictionary? Somewhere
116. Where was the last place you went on vacation? Sandusky, Ohio
118. Does your kitchen have a theme? Small
124. Are you still in love with one of your exes? I still don't have any.
125. Any big plans for the summer? That is awhile away

Last Couple Weeks

I only have two more weeks to finish my last o' things to do this summer. I still have not had the bonfire or gone horseback riding. I figure I can accomplish both of those once school starts up again.
I would have had the fire by now but the weather hasn't brought us much rain. So much so that we felt that if we lit the bonfire the whole yard would lit up. That would be bad.
I did however get to jump on the trampoline at Debbie's. It was so much fun. Grace, Zeke, and I wore ourselves out over and over. We then realized once we went inside that that was not such a good idea because we were all sore. We also went to Kelley's Island while we were up there and it was pretty cool except for the fact that none of us were willing to spend any money so we ended up walking around the same area for awhile and buying really sweet bouncy balls. I still think Zeke cheated somehow to get his second one. If anyone who ever reads this decides to go to Kelley's they should get some icecream from Papa T's.
We also went down Debbie's driveway and visited the neighbor's horse farm. We decided that we did not want to call all of them "hey you horse" so we came up with names of our own. There was: Pushy, Emo horse, Ghost, The Horse in the Iron Mask (aka Meshface), Two-face, Meanie, Blondie, and baby horses.
Sorry Grace for writing about things you already know about but not much has happened that is worthy of writing about.
Oh and for those of you that know about Switz's accident, she is doing fine and her teeth are back to normal the way they should be. We think that they were out of whack because her jaw was sore and she didn't want to move it to where it should be.
Talk to all two of you later

Yay!

Ok so this post is just going to be me being random. I have finally figured out how to ride my unicycle without holding on to something to begin on. I can also turn and try to avoid holes now. Not that I am always successful but hey. Also I have been able to do some of the things on my summer list so far. I have gone swimming, slept in, went camping, hung with friends, and because the heat hasn't been too bad I haven't died yet. Go me. I don't seem to be having luck for making last though because it seems to be flying by.
If anyone has a date that the bonfire would work for them please tell me because we have done the things that needed to be done so we can have it whenever now.
I should get back to work now. Talk to you all later.

As I sit here in Alden Library waiting to go to my one hour of work today I started thinking that this is the final week of the quater and summer is so close I can smell it. Yes summer has a smell and for the last few days it has been showing up in the 95 degree stickiness that is the weather. I also have realized that in just two days my best friend will be back in the US. I know that this makes her both happy and sad but it makes me very happy because I get to see her again and have adventures once more. I have two more finals to go. One in Folk Music at 2:30 today and one in the evil subject of OChem on Thurs. They are both multiple choice tests but I think the second might kill me.
Ten more minutes till work. Not like I have to go far or anything. I mean what two floors seperate me from "the cave of Alden." (Ok so it isn't actually a cave because it is bright and the AC is working properly this year so no more sudden climate changes.)
Here is a list of things I hope to do this summer:
1. Go to CP
2. Go horseback riding
3. Go camping
4. Have my bonfire (it is going to be HUGE)
5. Sleep in
6. Hang out with friends
7. Go swimming somewhere
8. Jump on a trampoline
9. Not die from the heat
10. Make it last
I should get to work now. I have five minutes to get there and I think this person next to me wants the computer I'm on.
See Ya

The Wealth of Friends

I wish I knew more people. I hear everyone talking about all the people they know and all the plans that they have made with their friends. I want to able to do these things too. It just seems like I can't make friends that see me as someone outside of the normal places that we see each other. I can't be that bad can I? Oh well, people always say that you should not judge yourself on the quanity of your friends but the quality. I guess in that way I am rich because I have friends that I can tell anything to and they will not judge me for it. Of course I also have those friends that are just friends that are there to fill my time so that I don't have to think of what is going on in the world inside my mind.
For those of you in the first category Thanks.

Killing Time

I just realized that it has been a while since I have written anything here. Right now I am at work just trying to find things to do until 9:55 when I can leave for my discussion group. How fun. I really have not done much since my last post. I go to work, class, and then if it is sunny go unicycling, go home, eat, and go to bed just to be repeated in some form the next day. I am really enjoying the nice weather even though right now it is raining out and I am going to get wet.

The title that I gave this post really makes me think of something coming after a clock with a huge knife. It would kind of be like my "the clock struck one" drawing. If you don't know what that is then forget all that I have said and pretend that this paragraph was just about fluffy bunnies.

Ok that is it for now because I don't really feel like typing about my surroundings of bubble packaging and tape.

Cycling

Today I unicycled for about an hour. I was able to go across the entire parking lot by Wolfe Street Apartments. The thing that made me most nervous was the woman in the van next to me. She was sitting in her van almost the entire time. She kept acting like she was about to leave and then would just sit there. I think she called about three people and told them what they were doing wrong. She also seemed like she didn't think I should be unicycling in a parking lot. She would give me dirty looks each time I came back to my car to start over. Another accomplishment I did today was start without holding on to anything. I was only able to to successfully do it once though.

I wish I could make this as long as Grace's but lets be honest does anything that exciting ever happen in Athens, Ohio. I think not. Unless of course you are from a different country and you find small towns in the United States exciting.

I think I may start my other blog now.

Test 1, 2

Does anyone still read this? It might become funnier if no one does. That would be an excuse for me to write about whatever I see and whenever I see it. Like right now I can see my dog who lost six teeth on Thursday. She is whining and making sad noises because she wants to go to bed. My other dog has seemed to disappear. I think that she is hiding since I made her go out in the rain. Ok so inside my house is not the best place to write of the things I see. That pretty much consists of my dogs. Sorry audience of two but I love my dogs and you will just have to deal with it. I don't think it is fair though because my mom is holding the one I know the location of. Oh well at least they are warm together. Goodbye for now. (I don't want to bored you guys too much).

April Fools

Today I awoke at 7am because I needed to be to work at 8. Once I was up and brushing my teeth my mother walks in and starts getting ready for her day. I find this weird since she usually does not wake up until after I leave for work. I think "well she must have an early appointment or has to take one of her clients to school today." After about five minutes my curiousity gets the better of me and I finally ask why she is up almost an hour early. She looks at me and then looks at the clock on the wall to find out it is 7:15 and that she could have another 45 minutes of sleep, at this point she runs back to her room and jumps in the bed. I go in after I have finished my routine and tell her she played the best April Fools joke on herself by thinking that she was late for work and that I would no longer need to think of a trick to play on her. It made me happy. Besides that not much has happened to me that would interest others. Plus I think only two people read this thing anyway.

Chaos of Tests/Papers

Tomorrow is quite a busy day for me. I have work from 8-11 then organic chemistry, I then have to come home to see if UPS has dropped off a package my mom is expecting, then at 2 I have a lab review quiz, and finally at 6 I give a presentation in sign language about Gallaudet University. I don't know if I will be ready for the quiz, but I think I should do fine on the presentation since it is graded by the other students. The quiz in bio is over the nervous, urogenital, digestive, and circulatory systems of the shark and cat. Too many big words that I have to remember and know how to spell closely if not prefect.

Once the day is done my stress level should decrease slightly. I will still have my lab final to worry about on Friday and my myth paper due Friday as well. Thursday will be my day to make sure I have both completed. The weekend will be used primarily for studying for chem since my final is 8am Monday morning. What a bad one to be the first. My next one is Wednesday at 10:10 and my final final is Thursday at 2:30. That means I only have one final per day which I guess is the one good thing.

March the Sixth

So today is my birthday. Yay! My exciting plans are go to class, come home spend time with my dogs, go to another class, come home, eat brownies, watch some tv (maybe study), and go to bed. I did get a set of 15 in 1 tool set which I guess I could play around with and see if I can take things apart. I was going to get a Wii but my mom and I could not find them anywhere. We may try again this weekend because we both think it sounds like something fun to have.

Ok I have run out of birthday stuff so now you get to read about my dogs. We bought a new dog door for them last Saturday so they can go in and out the screen door without driving us nuts. Stella caught on quite quickly and was using it about five minutes after it was installed. Switzerland on the other hand would not go out the door but was willing enough to come in it after she watched Stella. They now both understand how to go both ways but do not get that they will both not fit at the same time. It is a funny site to see one large dachshund and one small dachshund try to fit into a small hole in a door at the same time. Their heads will be sticking inside with sad faces like "please help us we're stuck and will never be able to get out."

I think I am going to eat something for breakfast now. I am hungry.

Wheeeeee

So this is my first post and I don't know if I am doing this right. I am trying to study for my chem test and am hoping that I will understand it tomorrow. If you find this blog I am amazed. I thought that the name was suiting for me and if you know me you might know why. Ok I have to go and study now. I will try to make the other posts longer.